I just don't know why :(

its been 2 days since sch started for term 3/semester 2.....
i dunno why, but just have the feeling that,
everything, everybody, everyone, every single soul,
have got something against me,
even the slightest mistake i have done,
they have comments abt it.....
everything doesnt seems to be smoothly going my way....
it seems that everything i have done, with the best effort of mine,
is wrong, totally wrong.....
im feeling something deep inside,
nobody to say it out to,
and i just dunno why it happens.....
but what can i do?
who can i talk to?
im just simply blank......
totally blank....

Posted on 30 June 2009 at 9:21 PM

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First day of school....

woohoo.....
ytd went amk hub with Darren and Szepei to buy my new bag and Darren's new bag....
bought a leather one..... haha.... had been wanting to get it ever since dunno when.....
Darren's bag got Darryl and gang to share cause its for his birthday present.....
and mine? dunno if she's gonna do it as well.....
moodswing all the time.....
oh well, whatever the case is, i dun care.....

today had TC lesson, new timetable today......
taking temperature every now and then.....
and everyday will have like 4 recesses !
suay suay, today 4th recess >.< SIANNNNNNNNNNN...... there's PE tml......
had Maths after sch..... was rather fast in finishing it.....
but cant be too proud abt it XD

alright, gonna have dinner now..... CIAOS !

Posted on 29 June 2009 at 6:41 PM

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School's up tomorrow.....

alright, school will resume tomorrow for term 3.... will be a short term i guess...
den will be prelims, self study and O levels.....
staying at home today to finish up F&N Coursework.....
plus other holiday assignments..... haha....
wonder wad timetable we will be using tml? anyone knows?

my school bag that served me for almost 4 years is showing signs of retirement.....
many people still owe me presents for my 16th birthday !
and its like 3 months and 15 days or 106 days......
OMG, im so thick skin XD haha

alrights, CIAOS !

Posted on 28 June 2009 at 2:49 PM

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Back from NDP 2009 CR2 Rehearsal......

met qianning at her house there at 415.....
and bus-ed to YCK MRT to meet Jac and her bf.....
on the way down to City Hall, did nothing but listen to music.....
haha.... that is why i told qianning the other day, everything seems to be different....
LOL..... walked thru Citylink, den to Esplanade and reached the side of the platform....
was rather early, so we managed to get one of the best spot for watching the whole rehearsal....
here are some pictures that i've caught ! click HERE ! for more XD

merlion from the esplanade side.... haha....


coast guard.... ready for performance.....


Un-completed IR.....


this is where the ROW C Marching Contingent will march from.... haha.... so cool lah.....


qianning's hand blocking my camera view.... LOL


the Marina Bay at around 5 plus in the afternoon.....


the Red Lions coming down from the sky !


getting closer !


even more closer !


woohooo ! the first one.....


and.... the last one ! lols. only managed to get the first and last one cause the others came down way toooooooo fast.... :p


getting ready for the parade !


coast guard in action ! chasing the intruder !


ahhhh.... missed it !


wahhh.... toxic gas..... XD


faster faster !


lol... that intruder speeding away.....


alright, now some stunts from this heli....


majulah singapura.... :D


hovering to the spot to get ready for the presidential gun salute....


still hovering..... positioning itself....


ready for the BOM !


1 min before the BOM !


BOM ! everyone there was startled by the first BOM.....


chinook again !


went out to the street to see if there is a city march.....
but sad to say, there isn't.... haha..... when i went out, only see PAP at the back....
saw Weiben, Farhan and the other girl from NDP07 from far.... twice....
LOL..... think they are also catching the city march i supposed....

lols.... some random pics.....


when i move too much, it looks like this.... LOL


marina bay skyline at around 8 plus.... while waiting for the fireworks.....


Oo fireworks !


was quite blurrrrr......


w/o using flash..... dun look that nice.....


3rd try w/o flash.....


4th one....


but when i use flash, it looks great !


haha.... nice......


gonna end le.... quite limited colours.....


ended with the splendid one.....


the fireworks was rather short..... but yah.... was nice.... haha.....
after watching the rehearsal, walked to red cross HQ to meet Jian Jie....
den walked to PS to have dinner..... went KFC..... haha.....
had zinger with milo, cheese fries and extra cheese !
haha.... den after makan, Jac and her bf went off,
while JJ, QN and I went to take MRT.....
76A-ed home.... maybe gonna go again on the actual day? haha.....

alright, CIAOS !

at 12:49 AM

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RIP, Michael Jackson.

today woke up, on comp jiu saw on MSN news that Michael Jackson had an cardiac arrest and thus passed away. then was on youtube, saw lots of videos on him..... then szepei messaged me, ask me abt his age...... he's only 50 this year.... haiz......

H1N1 seems to be getting more and more serious, as of ytd, singapore had 315 cases, including imported and local ones, and there were 95 cases ytd..... damn shuang sia, my sis and her bf coincidently, both in RP and NYP, need not attend sch next week >.<>

alright gonna go makan and prepare to go out liaos...... stay healthy and stay happy people ! and stay away from H1N1 !

CIAOS !

Posted on 26 June 2009 at 1:06 PM

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Extended holidays?

haha.... voted on 2 polls on channelnewasia, but its totally redundant.....
dun think they are gonna give any considerations to the results of the polls....
even the Health Minister said there wont be any unnecessary extends of holidays....
lols..... so i guess even if the poll is there or not, it ain't gonna trigger the government's decision.....
haha..... this fews did nth except chiong-ed F&N coursework......
later going green bean with Edmund, de rest not going.... lols.....

old friend not free :( den all de way no time to meet up le....
sad..... haha maybe end of year bah, got more time then.....

was browsing through a forum, and i chanced upon this website....
she's called charmine.... not sure how old is she, but she's very kelian....
so young and she was contracted with cancer....
according to this blog, she have a 12cm tumor in her liver and its believe to be cancerous.....
her recent posts states that she had finish with her surgery, or rather operation.....
for those who are interested in watching soccer match,
and also would wanna help charmine in her funds for her operation....
although her mum, cythia is still able to cope with her hospital bills,
do purchase the ticket and catch it, its on this sunday at tampines stadium,
details can be found on her blog....
her blog URL is just below my ipod.....

haha.... still waiting for Edmund's call.....
he's always late, and he always are......
haizzzz........ alright, gonna end here.....

CIAOS !

Posted on 25 June 2009 at 4:20 PM

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School's in 6 days.....

doing up decision making for my F&N O level coursework.....
was having a hard time choosing the dishes to cook during the practical session,
giving reasons as to why i choose the dish and giving justifications.....
now still in the midst of doing it..... haha....
hope to finish it asap so that can show Ms Huang tomorrow.....

tml's having F&N lesson in Mac....
first time, haha....
maybe Ms Huang wanna try it out to see if it works, i dunno.....
maybe not for me.....
going green bean after F&N lesson i guess.....
den thurs meeting out with old friend.....
haha.... its been a long time.... about 2 years? haha.....

gonna continue to finish up de DM.... :D

CIAOS;

Posted on 23 June 2009 at 7:19 PM

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Movie and NDP 2009 CR 1.....

met Michelle at AMK Lib at 10am to do homeworks.....
haha did Maths.... but didnt finish all....
was chatting about some stuffs.....
and walked to AMK MRT to train down to TPY MRT to meet Timothy.....
den off to Dhoby Ghaut to meet Jialing....
walked to The Cathay to eat and watch Ghosts of Girlfriends Past.....
not bad not bad, its a great movie.....

after movie, walked to Esplanade to meet Szepei and Eesiew....
and off we go to the floating platform to watch the Combined Rehearsal 1 of NDP 2009 !
took lots of photos and videos.... this year was rather different, the Row C Marching Contingent marches from the back of the floating platform....
cool..... and the presidential gun salute will be on the water instead.....
wow..... 1st time...... haha.... let the pictures do the talking bah.....



total defence display....



hehe.... rare sight of this vehicle..... hardly get to see it.....



and guess wad? the fire engine turned to the wrong exit causing the whole lot to jam there.... LOLS.... its alright 1st training....



all got stucked there... haha....



tanks.....



coast guards in action..... wow.... exciting part....



chinook !



so close to the waters.... haha



RSAF personnel jumping off the chinook !



and again......



so cool.... and i envy them.... they marched from the back of the floating platform.....



the presidential gun salute on waters..... for the first time.....



GOH colours party.....



majulah singapura !



salute !



BOOM ! LOLS XD Eesiew was startled by the 21 booms..... haha....



and she loves the smoke instead of the gun salute..... haha....



and Szepei derived that light travels faster than sound..... and indeed......



Colours party marching back to the holding area.... was rather dark there.....



Red Cross Youth Marching Contingent ! jiayou guys.... :D



after that went to 新旺 Hongkong Cafe for dinner.... was deliciously ! haha..... den after that went to HMV den trained home....

alrights alrights..... gotta get down to serious works now..... need to finish up holiday assignments asap since the Motivational Workshop was cancelled..... and gotta finish planning for F&N Coursework......

~CIAOS !

Posted on 20 June 2009 at 11:27 PM

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