It's not gonna be the same anymore......

after the conversation with u
i've decided to make this post
specially dedicated to u
including the song in my blog

a best friend of mine
ever since i entered the new environment
from the first year till now
everything seems to have changed

from a person that i dunno
till a person that i can talk philosophy with
and now......
the day when we went out together to plaza singapura
to the arcades, to the takopachis
the laughters we had for the whole day there
all the phone calls we had everytime
it brings us to the common topics that we always talk abt

at the end of sec 2
all of us got separated
u, in the top class
and i, in the third class
and the other one, in another sch
things begin to change
tough we are in different class
but we still are very close

even up to this year
we still went out together
although i screw up the trip
ended up going some stupid places
u still joked with me
the day u lost everything
when i read abt it
immediately i consoled u
telling u not to blame yourself
from that point onwards
i noticed, from
the words
the thoughts
the expressions
the manner
the way
u spoke to me
have totally changed

and today
after the conversation
it made me realised
that i have lost one of the best friend of mine
not only a best friend
a friend that could be flexible abt anything

2 full years of laughters and joy
2 full years of nonsense
2 full years of memory
have just been deleted from u
' u dont treasure it'
'once gone.....'
'is gone'
i admit i dun treasure it
but still, nth's gonna change
no matter how much i talk abt it
no matter how long i talk abt it
no matter how, nth's gonna change
never.

if u are reading this
let me tell u
u r still my best friend

Posted on 17 June 2009 at 10:41 AM

_________________________